Post by Deleted on Oct 19, 2015 5:49:08 GMT
Katerina Álvarez
FACE CLAIM: Catherina Zeta Jones
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AGE: 37
GENDER: Female
ORIENTATION: Money
GROUP: Axios
POSITION: EscortWE ALL HAVE A STORY...
what's yours?
Katerina paused as she held pen to paper for what seemed to be the thousandth time. Her long dark hair pulled back into a simple ponytail as her light brown eyes took in everything around her and nothing.
“Selina,
I have no right to do this. I suppose that’s why I never send these. I have so many letters… but I heard you spoke with Jimena today. That you were asking about me. Don’t. You know why I left. You also know that I’ve survived in this fucking hell hole for many years before you were born. I also took care of you when you were far too young to be worried about taking care of someone else.
You’re too soft Selina. You have a good heart, but that’s not what you need to survive in the Scorch. Any attachments are a weakness you can’t afford. Besides, look how well you’ve done without me. You’ve become a security agent for one of the most powerful men in this city. Leaving may have been harsh, or cruel, or cowardly, but I stand by my choice.
I would be lying if I said I didn’t miss you though. I’ve cried so many times writing these and wanting you back. We both know I wouldn’t admit that if I were actually sending this, but I suppose that’s the beauty of it. I can pretend you’ll read this and know that despite all of this, I still love you. I want to be able to hold you when you feel alone and to comfort you when you’re in pain… perhaps even pain that I’ve caused.
But wishful thinking doesn’t solve anything. You and I both know this. It’s a waste of time and energy. Don’t look for me, Selina. I won’t greet you with kindness and understanding if you find me.”BEHIND THE MASK...
who are you really?
SAMPLE: See Selina
USERNAME: Fuzzy McFemme
AGE GROUP: The swingin twenties
EXPERIENCE: under 2 years
WHERE DID YOU FIND US? The dog dragged me in (aka Puppy)